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After that it hasn’t been the same. For a few months, I tried to see if anything would happen, but nothing changed. A friendly conversation here and there, but in the end, I don’t think she was ever interested. Well she said as much anyway, after I confronted her. And I’m glad I did, I didn’t want to be in that limbo state forever, I needed to move on and I have…as much as I can anyway. Some lingering feelings from time to time, but those are few and far between.

Do I wish things had conformed to my expectations? Yes. But perception is an interesting thing. I could take it as a crushing defeat and damage to my sense of self, which I definitely did, or take it as a learning experience, which I also did.

Interestingly enough, the week after it happened was when I started to actually write and record my own music, and that opened the door to more paths than I could have ever imagined. I guess when one sliding glass door is closed, more paths open…or something like that.

 

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